THE HOT SPOT

2011-03-24T00:36:00.002+08:00

what's going on? could this be my understanding. it's not your fault. i was being too demanding. i must admit it's my pride that made me distant. all because hope that you'd be someone different. there's not much i know about you. fear will always make you blind. but the answer is in clear view. it's amazing what you'll find face to face.

playground love

2011-02-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

I’m a high school lover, and you’re my favorite flavor
Love is all, all my soul
You’re my playground love

money money money

2010-07-21T18:05:00.003+08:00

Let them eat cake!

2010-04-19T00:53:00.005+08:00

I am seriously in love with this film, pictures cannot describe how visually beautiful and stunning this movie is.

Wouldn't it be so nice if we still dressed like this, and every day we had to dress very fancy, lived in France and had delicious pastries all the time? It seemed as if people during this time period lived more lavishly than the people in our time. Their furniture, architecture, clothing were all so extremely exquisite and lavish. Nothing in our time can compare to this; luxury in its finest.

REINVENTION

2010-04-18T13:35:00.002+08:00

it's time for a change!

2010-03-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

queen of hearts

2010-03-14T01:19:00.000+08:00

i wish i could teleport.
i want to escape.

Travel: Rio de Janeiro, Brazil

2010-03-13T23:39:00.004+08:00

Fashion Week: Versace FW 2010-2011

2010-03-06T16:36:00.001+08:00

From JAK&JIL

boring collection, but amazing finale

Travel: Santorini, Greece

2010-02-27T00:04:00.004+08:00

My biggest dream is to travel the world and stay and live in each for a couple of months, and experience other people's cultures. I want to see everything in this world, there are way too many beautiful imagery on earth that I haven't seen yet. If education weren't such a necessity in society now and money wasn't an issue, I'd pack my things and go live in Greece for at least half a year. I LOVE the Mediterranean, healthy, fresh, and gorgeous vibe that evokes from Greece.

I want to do so much before I get married and have children. I want my kids to look at pictures of me when I was young, and think...wow my mom is amazing. I want to leave behind a legacy!

icon: gwen stefani

2010-02-17T00:05:00.004+08:00

this woman is so fierce
i love her wedding dress, very lucky woman!

rocking the pink hair

peace.love.happiness

2010-01-30T14:40:00.003+08:00

i love this whole free-spirit 60's, 70's rock and roll vibe... and actually FEELING the music. sometimes i wish i could just roll or lay down on the grass and do absolutely nothing or get high hahhah.

new motto in life: peace, love, and happiness :)

studio 54

2010-01-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

good lovin'

rebellion

2010-01-12T15:51:00.002+08:00

happy 2010!

sometimes your words just hypnotize me

2009-12-12T15:41:00.000+08:00

california dreaming

2009-12-12T14:23:00.002+08:00

CAUGHT IN A BAD ROMANCE

2009-11-13T15:53:00.001+08:00

ugh you don't know how utterly JEALOUS i am that she gets to wear those mcqueen shoes!!!!!!!!!!!
where's ma sugar daddyyyy? hahahah i kid i kid ;)

i might like you better baby

2009-11-05T16:23:00.002+08:00

let's get together baby

baby you want me?

2009-11-04T01:20:00.004+08:00

i want to be BAD
i want to do something batshit crazy
go fucking nuts
with some fierce leather boots and a black trenchcoat

Lap Dance - NERD

where the wild things are

2009-10-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

i'm a sucker for children's books. sometimes i wish i could go through childhood all over again. no responsibilities and complexity -- everything was so simple, no one expected anything too great from you. i'm lucky to have had a wonderful childhood though. wouldn't it be nice to escape to your own utopia, to a place of the unfamiliar and impossible...?

fashion week is over

2009-10-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

viktor & rolf

jean charles de-castelbajac

unga unga ho ha ha hahaha love it so cute

givenchy

beautiful pattern

alexander mcqueen
alien sea creatures...? oh my but the SHOESSSSS

alexander wang baby

2009-09-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

i love this fierce bitch

i'm really like that big french braid too!

dear hair, please grow :(

songbird

2009-09-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

texture: peacock feathers

2009-08-31T16:41:00.001+08:00

i love the colors of peacock feathers

and peacocks are such beautiful creatures
i remember when i was young, my mom had this vase full of peacock feathers
don't ask me how she got them, i really don't know
i assume it was bought legally or it's fake

i want to have a skirt like this, i'd rock that shit

icon: madonna

2009-08-26T14:13:00.000+08:00

while i'm on this iconic women/people phase right now

i also have to mention madonna
she definitely changed the history of music and fashion
i did a lot of research projects on the history of fashion or fashion in general, and it used to be like..shoulder pads, big hair, hayy in the 80's right
then madonna came and BOOM! she rebelled and had, like a virgin, and this changed the whole fashion of the 80's

even until this day, you can see how she's inspired the world
every album, she reinvents herself
i love it, i think we should all do that
reinvent ourselves and give ourselves a new look
that'd be fun.. exploration

hell, i'd kill to look like that when i'm 50
"i can kick! split.........i'MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM 50!"
shit i can't find the SNL skit for this :(

i love her raunchier stuff hahah

icon: audrey hepburn

2009-08-26T13:16:00.000+08:00

audrey hepburn will always be the #1 style icon
no actually i think she's more than JUST a style icon
reading about her childhood and how she had endure the torture from the nazis
and the have made it so far to the status she is today
i really have to drop down to my knees and just worship this woman

i mean don't get me wrong
i love all the other old hollywood icons....marilyn, marlene dietrich, grace kelly, greta garbo..etc.
but i think people relate to her and think...hey i can look like that

i really want to! i want to look like a classy lady, i mean i AM~ hahah
but i will bring that level up by tenfold

how beautiful does she look, even when she's just sitting there singing....

hmm this is how how i feel right now

versace

2009-08-15T18:09:00.000+08:00

my fave italian model, mariacarla boscono

i think versace is like the epitome of sexy italian style
and every time i see something italian, i start saying to myself
"italiano!" "milano!"
i love it.
i want to name my daughter mariacarla how fierce is that name , and think about how fierce she would be

ugh i've been so busy this week, but i'm glad hell week is over :D

CARNIVAL DE JANEIRO

2009-08-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

trentini shaking that brazilian ass

inspired me to learn SAMBA!!!!!!!

lately i've been really into the latin/brazilian south american culture. the dance, the language, the PASSION they have.

CHONGALICIOUSSSSS

2009-08-03T15:16:00.000+08:00

i know what i want to be for halloween!!!!

i'm gonna be some fierce latina bishhh
like jlo , shakira hayyy

did you know, in miami they are called chongas, and in cali/LA/san diego they're called cholas? so i guess technically i'll be a chola

by the way i love that girl's makeup tutorials, she's hilarious. go check out her other ones!!!

i am wonder woman

2009-07-31T00:12:00.000+08:00

i really love this style of drawing, like comic book style...the american version, not the manga japanese kind.
the way americans draw women are so sexy, but when i see manga versions..i feel like i'm looking at like..porn....

shadows

2009-07-24T01:30:00.001+08:00

ballet

2009-07-22T16:29:00.000+08:00

i want to learn ballet
so graceful

i'm going down to RIO

2009-07-20T01:21:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO GO TO BRAZIL!!!!!

go to the beach everydayyyyyyyy

party at night, by the beach

brazilians are sexy

isabeli on the left

the queen, gisele, working it
showing all these bitches how fierce brazilians are

FASHION MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND

2009-07-19T15:48:00.001+08:00

i'm really so inspired by the fashion industry
whenever i'm feeling in a bad mood or i feel lost
it's really corny...but i just have to look at a blog and i know very clear of what i need to do
seriously, what would we do without the fashion industry!?

Jean Paul Gaultier

2009-07-09T15:02:00.001+08:00

so beautiful this season, so inspirational

R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON

2009-06-30T17:11:00.000+08:00

no one will ever be as amazing as him, and it's sad how nobody really appreciated him when he was alive.

he truly is an inspiring person. rest in peace michael.

stranger in moscow

2009-06-17T01:58:00.001+08:00

i was wandering in the rain
mask of life, feeling insane...

how does it feel.........how does it feel.....when you're alone and it's cold inside~~

Stranger In Moscow - Michael Jackson

けこんします

2009-06-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

i want to get married in a kimono, but i want something red/white/black

i'm going to be a fierce ass bitch...YEYUHH

MODELS AS A MUSE

2009-05-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

THE SUPERS

madame butterfly

2009-05-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

Madame Butterfly (On The Fly Mix) - Malcom McLaren - Malcom McLaren

i can do anything

2009-05-03T20:11:00.001+08:00

~~sounds like maria carla saying this ... hahah~~

ok it is

i like my horse

2009-05-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

priorities

2009-05-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

i'm so motivated and inspired right now!

i finally see things clearly and actually KNOW what to do. i don't want to focus on the materialistic, egotistical things anymore... what's important is for me to learn as much as possible and show them that YES i do got depth.

top priorities right now:

1. LOSE WEIGHT
2. transfer
3. learn -- dance, acting, french, everything
4. be more creative/artistic

GO GO GO !!!

live on web

2009-04-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

Everybody vs Sweet Dreams (Steve Angello vs. Dan Ms Edit) - Britney Spears vs. Eurythmics

i miss the 90's

2009-03-31T21:31:00.001+08:00

Feeling a bit nostalgic...

i miss the 90's

it was the best.. i remember going to disney world my family almost every summer, chillaxing with my azn homies, listening to good music, backstreet boys vs. nsync, spice girls, christina aguilera.. aww hahah

when they played MUSIC and had relevant shows
same with them, and i miss their countdowns
LOVE THE SPICE GIRLS
mariah carey looked so beautiful during this time
the ORIGINAL supermodels thank you very much
old school nick
saturday morning cartoons

haha nick carter

SUPERMODEL

2009-03-23T15:05:00.001+08:00

linda
cindy
naomi
shalom
kate, even though she came a bit later, but i still love her nonetheless

i miss the 90's!!! :(
you don't see girls like this anymore

Supermodel - RuPaul

baby girl, you shock me like an electric eel

2009-03-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

Electric Feel - MGMT

john galliano

2009-03-13T14:15:00.000+08:00

crazyyyyyyyyyyyy
love the cosmic runway

i love paris fashion week

2009-03-11T13:56:00.001+08:00

viva la paris!

i-D

2009-03-03T13:47:00.001+08:00

WORK

2009-02-12T14:56:00.001+08:00

damn anja. get it girl
i like her hair

polaroid

2009-02-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

i want a polaroid camera!
and take pictures like these
i just bought 2 holgas though, so going to play around with that first. i'm getting back on my game, feeling all this creative energy~ and it feels good!

SHOES

2009-02-09T17:24:00.000+08:00

i love shoes, i have this weakness for amazing shoes

also i'm having a BLAST with polyvore :D
damn if only i had the money to afford all this stuff or a job where i'm surrounded by all this ferocity!!!! :O

balmain - by fengstah on Polyvore.com

versace shoes - by fengstah on Polyvore.com

louis vuitton shoes - by fengstah on Polyvore.com

dinner party - by fengstah on Polyvore.com

i want to learn french
i want to go on vacation to an exotic island
i want to lose weight
i want my career to skyrocket ...now
i want to clean my house
i want spring to come. i'm love warm weather, cuter clothes!
i want new shoes
i want to transfer to a new school
i want to get eye laser surgery. i feel so BLIND sometimes..even when i'm wearing glasses
i want to stop being so lazy and start exercising
i want to be different
i want this to be an amazing year

2009 GO GO GO!

ALL HAIL MCQUEEN!!

2008-12-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

Can we please talk about how amazing this man is?

ferosh!

noir hiver

2008-12-15T14:38:00.000+08:00

yves saint laurent fw2008